terrible

past few days I was accused by Marti of stealing his 50euro. WThorse shitF???
i had told him that it wasn't me and he showing his pan black face to me. Fine! I help him to search for his 50euro so that I could proved that myself is clean >< but i couldn't find it in the moment and I had ask Daniela whether did she took it or not and when I'm home ,Daniela straight away ask him to apologize to me and he said he found it dy ,one sky light over xD
and in the evening ,Daniela chose to tell me that Marti have psycho problem which I had already thought for so long because his action and the way he looking very weird especially those blank eyes..
and I found out he had somethings really funny about ,have you ever seen a person go into the bathroom more than 30times a day?? and its not quick but taken much time also..

anyway ,I am so sorry for him but in the same time I am freaking hate him because he had lost his manners to me and the way he giving response to me is like a tree giving response to you.
There are few more times that I was actually in the bathroom having shower and he knocked the door to rush me out =.- WHAT THE HECK IS THAT??? I was going in once he came out from the bathroom and then he is going in again?? OMFG! I could not have survive with this kind of person.

however , when Daniela is talking nicely to him and try to tighten up their bond but he always said 'non capisco' which mean don't understand in english , everytimes he end up like that! fucking damn annoying when hearing he talks somethings like this to his own mother especially when his mum is trying to care and have more conversation with him. This kind of horse shit son only giving bad feed back to his mum where his mum grew him up until now!

Indeed , this kind of person is not my first time staying with but third. Full of passion of selfish ,moron and never ever putting someone else first before himself

Day 1

Buongiorno Italy and my host mum~ buona sera for my sweetheart and my family and friends in M'sia~

It's a miracle today!!! I woke up at 8o'clock in the morning?? O.o
nevermind~ and my lovely host mum prepared 2italian eggs for me and a few breads for my breakfast and you know what? The eggs here is really so much differ from M'sia eggs..even the best eggs in M'sia couldnt even compare to the cheapest eggs here I guess~
well , a picture is worth a thousand words , a taste is worth a million pictures
therefore I decided to buy some of the eggs here back to M'sia and let some of you taste =)
So ,I decided to present my host mum with a chinese tea egg spices(cha yip tan)-in cantonese =p
later on my host brother took me to the top of the mountain which is just 10mins from here and we get to see snow!! ...............but it's on the ground already....

until the afternoon , and it's time for lunch!! my host mum again prepared such a multi-delicious foods for us and I'm totally satisfy and it keeps me warm and full in the winter here.. 1stone kill 2birds xD
then I help my host mum to wash the dishes and I get to pay playstation2 myself and my host brother...after that I watched Sky which is very similar with ours Astro in M'sia ;-)
then I discussed with my host mum about having a trip to the Switzerland for skiing... then she said what about we go to there later for shopping and perhaps to visit the beautiful lake..

And here we go~
we had chit-chatting all along the way to Switzerland and I get to see the supercar Audi R8 not in the street of course but is in the Audi shop..

Finally we had reach in the Switzerland and she parked her car in the underground car-parking which is really amazing~ I had never see such a parking lot before , can you try to imagine that there is no shopping centre but full of casino and shopping lot but in the middle of that there is a the only one huge lift with full of lights colour O.o

this is what i'm trying to say~





After parking then we start walking around to shopping while being in the rain~ =)
and the most amazing things is I saw differ and differ kinds of dogs also shopping in the huge shop lot where they also knew how to stand on the escalator O.o that is so cool!
and I keep wondering what would the shop be if I bring 2of my dogs in M'sia for shopping xD I guess only my dear knew the answer~

later on ,we keep searching the international plug for my laptop as it's plug cannot be used in here and then when I'm goingand my host mum just grab it and pay for me instaneously... and it cost €59.90 , that means 300ringgit m'sia >.<

Day 0

We were planning to wake up in the morning and take our breakfast together but it was raining too heavily and yet my lovely slept very late on the previous night..so we just took KFC for our brunch =)
anyway ,she is always will be the greatest person that I had ever met in my entire life who is willing to rush everything with me in the very last minutes of everytime.. xD
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...and now I had to leave her for a month not in the heart definitely but physically...it is such a terrible moment for me and I'm feel so bad..
anyway ,I sat on 3 flights today and my butt is freaking strained..
1st plane taken 12hours
2nd plane taken 2hours
3rd plane taken 1 and a half hours
by the way ,it was such a long long journey..
from Kuantan to KL ,
KL to Amsterdam ,
Amsterdam to Rome ,
Rome to Milan ,
Milan to Como and
Como to Brunate.. adding up with almost 30kg luggage and it was tough..

Once I reach in Como ,I straight away give a call to my host mum..."ciao mum ,I had arrived in Como and where are you now?"
within 5mins.......... I turn back to have look and there it is.....my lovely host mum!! We kind of too excited and we couldn't even stop talking for 1sec
Although I'm so excited to see my host mum but there is one things that I am fcuking headache..... that is my 30kg luggage!
because my host mum's house is kinda high and have to walk through many stairs....
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thus I used up all my energy to just bring my luggage into the house and there is new little puppy name Gina and Mary the old dog =p
Gina is just so cute on the size and looking but underneath she is a monster!!
she is just 3months age and yet she have X-man Wolverine's claw! and the Edward Cullen's tooth! anythings pass by her and it will be finish gao gao~

However ,I guess my dad is going to kill me when I get back to M'sia because I did so much favor for him~ xD that is keep using my phone to call my sweetheart from time to time especially today ^^ thus he had to pay for my bill x)

and day 0 finish with mostly sleeping and recharging my energy~
to be honest ,it is not my first time to travel so far but my heart is still thinking much about my sweetheart and I really wishing that she is with me now~ and also my family~

The Greatest farewell

I woke up in this early in the morning and get dressed up like the way I am and picked up my lovely to her exam... It was raining so heavily , the road was background-ing with mist and huge rain dropplets which already blocking the sight of mine while I'm trying to put my eyes on the bloody clumsy drivers who can easily take anyone lifes away..




At the noon ,it was still raining... And we still stick to our plan which having our romance farewell dinner at the Black Pearl bar where the famous mouth-watering pork steak and of course the Belgium beer =) (but we did not take it)
before that , when I had stop the car and waiting..then she show up with her gorgeous dress and her perfectly inner selft-confident ,adding with the highlighted handbag and of course..her nature beautiness dark hair which is perfectly take my eyes away... that was the marvelous present ever she gave to me , herself. Definitely I will rewind back for the 1month in Italy , grazie per tutto il mio bella!
The dinner was so great! Dishes are really incredible..environment is too nice.. mostly is all about to who you were gonna take dinner with but the most embarrassed moment was both of us did not have enough money to pay for the bill where I get lied by one of my buddy who said "credit can be use in this bar , no problem ;-)" and thus I had to call my brother to come here to pay for us..

and yet she accompany me to watch Twilight for her second time which is a incredible movie for both of us =) but she told me that she wouldnt want to sit on the couple sits because it charges extra RM4 more =( anyway ,she's cute ^^
Ti amo la mia ragazza...

the end

i'm sorry
kill me if you want , hit me if you like
i'm dying anyway

Alive

Ti amo~

Time goes back

There are several times where the old pictures flash back in my mind..
It was so quick but with every bits of it , I could taste the bitterness and regret of what I've done...
I had realize that I already blown much chances than anyone should ever get...
Probably it wont always ended sadness and sorrow on you if....I had ever grab the chances that you had given once to me...
i always dream there's still a chances for me