learn

I should have learn to stop~
..waiting u..
..missing u..
..thinking of u..
..dream about u..
..grabbing you for too tight..
..holding my phone and wait for your calls..
~from time to time~

because with this...it only makes you more suffer than anythings else but loving me..

Day by day

It has been a few weeks...
Doing exactly the same things...
Staring out of the window and wondering how happy we were…
What joyful moment we've been through…
Nothing neither me nor she worry about…
Cause we knew what our future will be like...
Not from the verbal we spoke but from the tactile we did...
Trust happens to both but not the third…
Love affair happens to both and not the third...
(We don't love to be loved, we love to love…)
People who we love are not chosen by others but it is from our own self...
Love happens when two ways connect…
It no longer happens when there is only one connection…
Longevity of love is not controlled by the third...
In fact it shall be in control of thee and me...
The definite of Engagement meaning that the bond of us will be held forever and ever…
When it comes to our understanding of true love, it is ours but not the third…
We may take in advices but never shall advices take us out.

Maybe

Maybe I have the ability to predict what comes next..
Maybe you just don't realize what happens around you is what I have told you before..
Maybe you just don't believe me like everyone does..
Maybe I shouldn't have told you instead of letting yourself been through..
Maybe I'm led you to believe it was easy when it wasn't..
Maybe I made you think my highlights was started by my own and not with my experiences..
Maybe it's my fault to let you see that I'm a failure but my pain is my motivation..
Maybe what you see is just the surface but underneath it just different..
Maybe I'm just different than the others..
Or maybe you just don't believe in me